The end of the journey

Looking back on the past 2 mths of arduous trainings almost everyday, it almost seems like its been a dream.
Im behind.. very behind in my work. But i will never regret this choice to have gone all out for it. The adrenaline, passion and emotional rush of what happened against KR on wednesday can never be replaced.
No matter what the result tmr, Im glad to have been there.
We will see this journey thru to the very end.
Of all pple, i trust U.
:)

On an entirely different note,
Im sorrie tat it turned out to be this way.
Maybe im juz mean. Im tired.
Everytime it turns out to be this way. Everytime I turn out to be disappointed or angry.
Everytime I end up feeling bad and guilty.
I dun want U to be torn btwn him and us. I reallie dun.
But ask again, since when have U been torn? U have never chosen us, never once chosen us in favour of him.
Im sorries. Perhaps Im childish but i feel i deserve an apology as well.
It doesnt mean that juz becos i give in everytime, I feel entirely at ease abt it.
I reallie dunnoe wat to do animore.