Exasperation

*rolls eyes* Somtimes I juz feel its damn unfair. U make it sound as though we r the bad guys here who dun value u as a fren and hence sometimes "conveniently" fail to ask u out whenever we go out together. This is juz damn annoying. U told me that U were unhappy the first few times but then U got used to it.
I wonder how would U feel if everytime u asked a fren out, the fren rejects U on one basis or another? Actualli, its onli 2 diff reasons, either one of which everytime. One being u have to accompany ur stead. Two, U dun like our choice of activity. Different people have different priorities in life. Yeah, I dun pretend to understand y u choose to be completely obessed with one priority at the expense of the others but I respect ur choice and value judgment.
Well, every choice that u make has consequences. U cant put all ur tender loving care into taking care of one plant and making it bloom... while leaving another plant alone and expect that plant to be blooming by itself when u have the that once in a blue moon moment to turn to it.
True, sometimes its our fault that we forget to ask you. But there r mani instances where we alreadie noe U r not available. At the risk of making excuses, I would tell u how disheartening it is to be told time and again u r unavailable for our little gatherings. Pls pause and ask urself this qn. Of all the gatherings that we did ask U to come along, how mani have u gone for? Then ask yourself, how mani did u not go for?
Have u ever thot of going along for one activity becos U enjoy our company even though U din like the choice of activity? Its tough to find different activities each time to please everyone.
I guess what I m reallie trying to say is that there is no free lunch in this world. Everyone needs to put in effort in order to make this frenship work.
Okies, i end my rantings here.